A Dose of Truthanasia

Hello,

It’s been more than a week since my last post, I know. I missed it by a day.

I’ve been trying to come up with something art related to write about all week, but I just couldn’t seem to find a topic. I even took pictures of the process of making home-made “Larabars” just so I could have something to show you as a last resort.

  

This morning, however, my dad suggested a topic and that’s what I mostly want to talk about. So here goes…

Earlier this weekend a budding young artist was showing me her sketchbook and proclaimed, “These are all failures.” Later on my dad asked me what I thought about her work. He thought she was being too hard on herself and that becoming an artist is a process and it takes time to develop. I totally agree with him, but I also have a few thoughts of my own.

Honestly, the drawings in her sketchbook reminded me of the stuff I was doing at her age. The noses, the faces, and the kind of figures she was drawing. The consistency in her drawings at such a young age tells me she has a God-given gift and that she is willing to put in the hard work it takes to keep improving.

And let’s be honest, haven’t we all looked back on things we’ve done and said “these are all failures”? I don’t think you have to be artistically inclined to feel that way about your work (although it does seem to come easily to artsy types). I know I look back on the drawings that got me into my high school’s art program and I wonder what my teacher saw in them. I throw away much of my old work or get embarrassed about my old sketches and drawings. I feel like I’ve moved on from there, I’ve gotten better at proportions and hands, why would I want to look at that terrible stuff again? I forget that those “failures” are what got me where I am today. They were all a part of the process, and I certainly haven’t stopped developing as an artist. After my first year as an art major I thought I’d pretty much gotten as far as I could get, but now I look back and see how much I’ve grown since then. And I’m sure in a few years I’ll look at what I’m doing now and wonder at the style I’ve been working on.

I know I’m not going to convince anyone to start thinking their developing works are masterpieces, but I hope I can at least inspire some positive thoughts about them.  Being able to critique your work is a good quality to have. Viewing your work objectively is a splendid thing. But being objective doesn’t have to mean thinking everything you’ve done in the past is awful. Every “failure” is another step on the road to improvement and development as an artist.

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Speaking of improving and developing as an artist… I have an illustration project to work on! I am officially signed on to illustrate a children’s book for a friend of mine. I have a contract and everything!!! :D So I had to do some supply shopping, watercolor paints and a block of paper, and...

THIS!!!

 

This actually had nothing to do with the illustration project; it was just so I could get free shipping at Dick Blick. But look at that beautiful invention of organization. MAGNIFICENT! And I also got a few markers in new colors for outlining. One of my new favorite things with markers is to outline my drawings in a darker shade of the color filling the shape. I added yellow gold, burgundy, and olive green to my collection. Yay!

The full spectrum of my outline colors :)

Anyway, I hope this truthanasia about growing in art was truly helpful.

Thanks for reading!